tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69468361241035916992011-04-22T09:02:58.496+08:00~~~freedom for mind~~~tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.comBlogger101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-45724541318451955962009-02-27T18:36:00.003+08:002009-02-28T07:21:11.613+08:00Salam...<br /><br />Last few weeks the whole school xde letrik...<br />Pada sebelah siangnya kami semua di sekolah ni redha dan bertawakal..<br />Doa demi doa... tapi malam tetap menjelang tanpa secebis cahaya dari TNB Tawau...<br />Aku pun dengan penuh kepenatan dan kepanasan tidur d hall (masa tu kul 8.30ish),<br />memula aku ingat housemates akan join sekali, ropenye deme tido di bilik deme...<br />dkat2 kul 12 aku tjaga, ape lg, angkut bantal selimut g menyelit antara kak nurul dan kak balkhis..<br />kami pun tdo nyenyak sampai ke pagi...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mana part seramnya?<br /><br />bangun pagi, masih xde letrik...<br />aku pun p mandi la, tgh syok bersiram, kak balkhis dgn suara cemasss<br />menjerit tanya kat aku "da, ada tumpah darah ke?"<br />aku pun check... clear je "takdak pun" aku jawab dgn konfiden..<br />"dah tu darah siapa menitik ni?" kak balkhis semakin saspen..<br /><br />keluar je dari shower, darah tu dah pun dibersihkan...<br />kata kak balkhis n kak nurul, darah tu menitik dari tempat AKU tidur,<br />sampai ke pintu bilik, dan hilang...<br />aku wat rilex je, kekonon x seram, nasib baik dah subuh masa tu..<br />kalau tak mau juga aku terkencing...<br /><br />seram jugak aku, sbb org2 tempatan cni pesan,<br />cni banyak org tuntut ilmu jd <a href="http://gambarhantu.blogspot.com/2008/08/hantu-penanggal-penanggalan.html">penanggal</a>,<br />jd ibu mengandung ni kira depa punya top menu la..<br />mcm2 petua kakak2 dan makcik2 cni bagi..<br />taknak pcaya pun susah, sbb sapa2 yg mengandung kat cni,<br />kalau leka, pasti keguguran dan ada gangguan mistik..<br />selalu sangat...<br /><br />Apapun, aku tawakal pada Allah s.w.t. yang lebih mengetahui..<br />mohon perlindungan Nya untuk aku dan baby...<br />Insyallah..<br /><br />*Jangan biarkan diri anda di selubungi lemak*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-4572454131845195596?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-51645987520982310242009-02-11T20:45:00.002+08:002009-02-11T21:13:30.328+08:00dah berapa lama cerita tertunggak...<br />everytime nak bikin new posting mesti connection internet menjadi problematic...<br /><br />ok, first story...<br />posting... baca blog kawan2 bnyk cerita suka duka di tempat baru...<br />sayda, soya, aini, alin... mmmm blog sapa lg aku baca rrr????<br />ok, xpela.. pokoknya... smua orang ada cabaran masing2 yang perlu dilalui..<br />itulah hidup.. kan?<br />macam tu jugak kat mere school ni, masalah bahasa menjadi isu pertama...<br />students' first language is the Bajau language...<br />they're obedient, sooooo polite dan juga helpful..<br />however, cabaran utama adalah to open their minds and make them undertand that the world does not revolve around boats and prebet sapu...<br />most students come from family of fishermen and drivers, so when i asked what they want to be when they grow up.... u can guess what their answers were right?<br />standard 1 is realllyyyyyyyy challenging...<br />everytime i have a double period with those ankle bitees, i'll feel so stressed as i am not used to handling little kids who cry when they are not sure what colour is the sun...<br />when i was at their age, i dont care if i colour the things wrong in my coloring book...<br />i just colored them with confidence and dignity... i think thats why my teachers loved me back then... haha...<br />ok... dont get me wrong, i do feel sorry for these kids, the imbalance of the economic prosperity due to the geographical factor has torn them apart from the "civilized" world...<br />they are left out and excluded from the development that we people have been enjoying since we were kids.<br /><br />So my mission is to show them the outside world, open up their minds and widen their horizon...<br />huiiiiiyooooo... membara sungguh.... hope it'll last forever...<br /><br /><br /><br />okey, another storyyyy....<br />i had my birthday during the CNY holiday, but since I'm too far away and i have just arrived here, i decided not to go back...<br />1 week holiday, nowhere to go, nothing to do...<br />then, ON my birthday, i felt really sick early in the morning..<br />continues until noon, really high temperature, vomitted and sakit perut, felt terrible..<br />i thought my pneumonia is in action again...<br /><br />around 3p.m. i cannot stand oredi...<br />i asked the school driver to help send me to the nearest clinic...<br /><br />since i suspected pneumonia, i wanted to request for an x-ray..<br />but i thought that it's safer if i go through urine test first (in case i'm pregnant)<br />[x-ray is a big NO for preggies mommies ok...]<br />so, i pun di arahkan to pee dlm cup yg diberi..<br />then the lab officer wrote "UPT: POSITIVE"<br />I asked him "ape yg positive?"<br />and he said "sudah kawin kan? positif mengandung la... tahniah"<br />i felt mcm nak lompat2... hilang jap demam..hehe...<br /><br />walaupun x dapat bsama org2 tsayang time i get o know about it, tp still bersyukur dan happy..<br />so pastu caling2 hubby and famly and friends... smua happy but concern..<br />huhu.. tq all, and please continue doakan ibu and baby selamat ye..<br /><br />okla... time to write my LP..<br />take care all!!<br /><br />(sorry. unedited posting)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-5164598752098231024?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-86296882255556849572009-01-26T22:21:00.000+08:002009-01-26T22:24:09.279+08:00New place, new title, new post.<br />stories to be told soon.<br /><br /><br />~success is a journey, not a destination~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-8629688225555684957?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-5922704942093462622008-09-11T08:25:00.002+08:002008-09-11T08:33:50.586+08:00Salam...<br /><br />Ramadhan datang lagi...<br />Selamat berpuasa pada saudara2 Muslim.<br />Semoga tabah menempuh segala dugaan.<br /><br /><br />"Adakah kamu mengatakan kamu beriman sedang kamu belum di uji lagi?"<br /> [29:2]<br /><br />Jangan lupa: SENYUM.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-592270494209346262?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-63674433037324371012008-06-22T07:08:00.002+08:002008-12-10T23:45:41.619+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_68SAX-pWihk/SF2KoIgGyWI/AAAAAAAAAAY/ZuZqpwhD0xY/s1600-h/tangan.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_68SAX-pWihk/SF2KoIgGyWI/AAAAAAAAAAY/ZuZqpwhD0xY/s320/tangan.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5214476365646448994" border="0" /></a></span><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;">I have been away from this blogging world for quite some time. Due to the examinations, cricket coaching course and marriage preparation. Yes. I got married. Your tuan tanah telah successfully dipuankan. The reception went smoothly, Alhamdulillah. Thanks to friends who came memeriahkan majlis, and most of all thanks to the people who have supported me all the way (you know who you are).. I know it’s hard, but thank you for believing in me and my decision.</span> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p></o:p>Marriage life does not differ much from being single. I still do the same things I did before, love the things I loved before and hang out with the same people I hanged out with before. Added with the fact that my other half and I live far away from each other, the difference is almost non-existence. Only thing that change is the size of my family. It’s getting bigger. Now I have more relatives. More people to care about and more people to care about me. More responsibility as well. kena telefon mak sendiri and mak mertua juga. More places to go jalan2.. More, more, more lah pokok pangkalnye… </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p></o:p>Overall, I am happy with my decision and my life right now. <i style="">Perkongsian Pintar</i> means “What’s yours are mine and whats mine are mine” (Soya, 2008). Haha.. Just kidding.. Problems are inevitable in daily life whether you are married or not. The important thing is to be patient and try not to take on too much on trivial matters. sounds like counselling session lak.. But anyway, I am also grateful to Allah for a wonderful partner who patiently help me through this journey. </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p></o:p>This week I am going through a briefing session before going to school for practicum. I am nervous and at the same time I am excited. Nervous to handle a classroom all by myself for a first time. And excited because it is finally happening, putting all the things<span style=""> </span>I have learned in these five years into practice. I pray that this experience will be beneficial and a great one for me and my friends. </span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;">To all cikgu cikgi: Best of luck!!!</span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div style="text-align: justify;"> </div><p style="text-align: justify;" class="MsoNormal"><span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size:85%;"><o:p> </o:p></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-6367443303732437101?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-37895635477782169132008-03-20T11:40:00.002+08:002008-03-20T11:44:29.445+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">satu tengahari di rumah...<br /><br />mak: adik dah makan ye kat rumah mak ngah tadi? (melihat kesan kuah di kolar baju adik)<br /><br />adik: tak<br /><br />mak: adik makan ape kat rumah mak ngah?<br /><br />adik: mee.<br /><br />VIP - Very Innocent Person. Nak menipu pun tak tau..<br /><br />Adik...adik..<br />aku geleng2 sambil terus potong sayur.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-3789563547778216913?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-85544247333635954132008-03-20T11:09:00.003+08:002008-03-20T11:39:50.541+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;">salam.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dah berapa minggu tertangguh nk tulis entry ni sbb kekangan masa..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">masa cuti term seminggu yg lepas,<br />riuh mulut aku bercerita pada mak tentang abg jual kerepek di station LRT masjid jamek..<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">sebenarnya aku tak boleh lupa..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">teringat betapa gigihnya dia mencari sesuap nasi..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">abg ni kurang bernasib baik..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />tanpa kaki dan sebelah tangan dia meniaga kerepek yg di bungkus dlm pek pek kecil..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">dari jauh terdengar laungan bersemangatnya "kepek! kepek!"</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">betapa kuat iltizam dalam diri dia nk mencari rezeki yg HALAL.</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">menyedarkan aku yg hidupku sebenarnya penuh dengan rahmat dan limpahan rezeki..<br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">membuat aku bersyukur.<br /><br />terima kasih abg kerepek.<br /></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-8554424733363595413?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-34466243668260535982008-03-05T17:02:00.004+08:002008-03-05T17:48:00.933+08:00<p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Fair, flawless complexion, slender and elegant proportions, thick curly eyelashes, </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Pointy shoes with killing heels matched with tight, revealing and damn expensive dresses.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p>Why do many women succumb to the modern stereotype meaning of beauty when really it’s themselves that they are hurting?<br /><o:p></o:p><br />Honestly, having a mud of cosmetics slapped on your face literally feels a Royal Doulton dinner plate is sticking on it. The time you spent on putting them on and removing them away… Not mentioning how much money you spent on them… It’s just ridiculously expensive. And what with shoes, handbags, dresses, the Apocalyptoic accessories, the sunscreen lotions, night lotions, daily lotions, moisturizers, toners, hydrating cream, various types of essences…</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p>Aren’t they all invented to make us spend more time in front of the mirror than reading a good book, improving ourselves, or making more money?</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Don' get me wrong, I'm not against taking care of appearance, being smart and looking nice...</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;">But hey... to what extent are we willing to go?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p>What is the yardstick to measure the beauty in a person?<br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Every year in any beauty pageant, one of the answers from the beauteous will state that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and that beauty comes from within, and that internal beauty is eternal. Yet, they all come in fancy, stupid-looking dresses, hair and make up all done to the finest perfection. </span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p>Any idea why?</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p></o:p>Because the internal beauty is less appreciated nowadays.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Because it’s invincible.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Because it’s left unnoticed.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB">Because it’s easier to be a plastic toy.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p> </o:p><br />*<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj3iNxZ8Dww">External hard disk</a> for computers is easier to carry around, but they all crack easily too.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p> </o:p><br />which one is your choice?</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span lang="EN-GB"><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-3446624366826053598?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-21510284893905215832008-02-25T23:25:00.003+08:002008-02-25T23:58:26.012+08:00Salam,<br /><br />sempena dgn pilihanraya msia yg akn dtg,<br />kolej sy pun nk buat jugak election pd 28/2 ni...<br /><br />sejak dari hari pencalonan lagi dah mula nampak,<br />wlpn ada yg x reti buat kje..<br />tetap nk sibuk2 calonkan diri...<br />tapi tu lumrahlah, manusia dan pangkat..<br /><br />bila dh mula penamaan calon,<br />kempen pun mula...<br />ade yg cool, ade yg x berapa..<br /><br />but 2 things are observable..<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1. ketidaktelusan dlm proses pilihanraya kolej ni.</span>.<br /><br />ade ke patut, akn ada 3 calon yg di pilih oleh HEP,<br />maksudnye, klw dia menang ke, x menang ke, tetap menang..<br /><br />mana punya kitab ntah..<br />setahu aku satu masa dulu gaya authoritarian seperti ni<br />hanya diamalkan oleh <a href="http://www.people.ex.ac.uk/prcooke/research/images/Hitler.jpg">dia ni</a> dan puak2 nya..<br />itupun tahun 1945, slps bbrpa tahun menguku besi,<br />akhirnya dia bunuh diri..<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. ramai individu berkaliber yg malas nk melayan.<br /><br /></span>bertitik tolak dari kebusukan cara pilihanraya dilaksanakan,<br />ramai yg berkaliber menolak utk jd calon..<br />ade juga yg tercalon tu berkaliber, tp sepatutnya boleh ramai lagi..<br />hasilnya, kempen yg dijalankan kebanyakan berunsur hari kantin sekolah.<br />ucapan atau penamaan calon disambut dgn sorak dan ''boo",<br />seperti yg terjadi di gelanggang sabung ayam di filipina.<br /><br /><br /><br />kesian...<br /><br />***<br />kolej adlh microcosm society...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-2151028489390521583?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6946836124103591699.post-47523435256867062022008-02-24T21:24:00.006+08:002008-02-24T21:38:54.685+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">Salam,<br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;">finally, atas encouragement dan tunjuk ajar kengkawan yg dah lama berblog,</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">wujud juga blog nih..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />bukan apa, sbg pembaca setia cerita kehidupan org lain,<br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;">kawan2 syorkan buat blog sendiri, baru la interactive...</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br />sambil membaca, boleh juga menulis sampai lebam cte2 sendiri..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />so insyallah..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;">walaupun x reti hal2 IT, tetap akan diusahakan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">dulu pun aku bertatih dulu sblm berjalan..</span> <span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />harap2 berblog ni akn bawa manfaat pd ramai,<br /></span><span style="font-family:georgia;">.....terutama diriku yg kerdil ni.....<br /><br /><br />terima kasih pd yg tolong.</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br /><br />next post coming soon.</span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6946836124103591699-4752343525686706202?l=tembikailaici.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>tuan tanahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18084550462874854569noreply@blogger.com4