Kisah Seram kah?

Salam...

Last few weeks the whole school xde letrik...
Pada sebelah siangnya kami semua di sekolah ni redha dan bertawakal..
Doa demi doa... tapi malam tetap menjelang tanpa secebis cahaya dari TNB Tawau...
Aku pun dengan penuh kepenatan dan kepanasan tidur d hall (masa tu kul 8.30ish),
memula aku ingat housemates akan join sekali, ropenye deme tido di bilik deme...
dkat2 kul 12 aku tjaga, ape lg, angkut bantal selimut g menyelit antara kak nurul dan kak balkhis..
kami pun tdo nyenyak sampai ke pagi...












mana part seramnya?

bangun pagi, masih xde letrik...
aku pun p mandi la, tgh syok bersiram, kak balkhis dgn suara cemasss
menjerit tanya kat aku "da, ada tumpah darah ke?"
aku pun check... clear je "takdak pun" aku jawab dgn konfiden..
"dah tu darah siapa menitik ni?" kak balkhis semakin saspen..

keluar je dari shower, darah tu dah pun dibersihkan...
kata kak balkhis n kak nurul, darah tu menitik dari tempat AKU tidur,
sampai ke pintu bilik, dan hilang...
aku wat rilex je, kekonon x seram, nasib baik dah subuh masa tu..
kalau tak mau juga aku terkencing...

seram jugak aku, sbb org2 tempatan cni pesan,
cni banyak org tuntut ilmu jd penanggal,
jd ibu mengandung ni kira depa punya top menu la..
mcm2 petua kakak2 dan makcik2 cni bagi..
taknak pcaya pun susah, sbb sapa2 yg mengandung kat cni,
kalau leka, pasti keguguran dan ada gangguan mistik..
selalu sangat...

Apapun, aku tawakal pada Allah s.w.t. yang lebih mengetahui..
mohon perlindungan Nya untuk aku dan baby...
Insyallah..

*Jangan biarkan diri anda di selubungi lemak*

okey... this is it...

dah berapa lama cerita tertunggak...
everytime nak bikin new posting mesti connection internet menjadi problematic...

ok, first story...
posting... baca blog kawan2 bnyk cerita suka duka di tempat baru...
sayda, soya, aini, alin... mmmm blog sapa lg aku baca rrr????
ok, xpela.. pokoknya... smua orang ada cabaran masing2 yang perlu dilalui..
itulah hidup.. kan?
macam tu jugak kat mere school ni, masalah bahasa menjadi isu pertama...
students' first language is the Bajau language...
they're obedient, sooooo polite dan juga helpful..
however, cabaran utama adalah to open their minds and make them undertand that the world does not revolve around boats and prebet sapu...
most students come from family of fishermen and drivers, so when i asked what they want to be when they grow up.... u can guess what their answers were right?
standard 1 is realllyyyyyyyy challenging...
everytime i have a double period with those ankle bitees, i'll feel so stressed as i am not used to handling little kids who cry when they are not sure what colour is the sun...
when i was at their age, i dont care if i colour the things wrong in my coloring book...
i just colored them with confidence and dignity... i think thats why my teachers loved me back then... haha...
ok... dont get me wrong, i do feel sorry for these kids, the imbalance of the economic prosperity due to the geographical factor has torn them apart from the "civilized" world...
they are left out and excluded from the development that we people have been enjoying since we were kids.

So my mission is to show them the outside world, open up their minds and widen their horizon...
huiiiiiyooooo... membara sungguh.... hope it'll last forever...



okey, another storyyyy....
i had my birthday during the CNY holiday, but since I'm too far away and i have just arrived here, i decided not to go back...
1 week holiday, nowhere to go, nothing to do...
then, ON my birthday, i felt really sick early in the morning..
continues until noon, really high temperature, vomitted and sakit perut, felt terrible..
i thought my pneumonia is in action again...

around 3p.m. i cannot stand oredi...
i asked the school driver to help send me to the nearest clinic...

since i suspected pneumonia, i wanted to request for an x-ray..
but i thought that it's safer if i go through urine test first (in case i'm pregnant)
[x-ray is a big NO for preggies mommies ok...]
so, i pun di arahkan to pee dlm cup yg diberi..
then the lab officer wrote "UPT: POSITIVE"
I asked him "ape yg positive?"
and he said "sudah kawin kan? positif mengandung la... tahniah"
i felt mcm nak lompat2... hilang jap demam..hehe...

walaupun x dapat bsama org2 tsayang time i get o know about it, tp still bersyukur dan happy..
so pastu caling2 hubby and famly and friends... smua happy but concern..
huhu.. tq all, and please continue doakan ibu and baby selamat ye..

okla... time to write my LP..
take care all!!

(sorry. unedited posting)

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